Hello! Lately I have been in a sad mood, I got some hate from the internet so I decided not to care about them anymore, and create a post about a happy thing which happened with me, and share with you guys. When I was a child, doesn't bothered me my height , but when you grow up a little bit and become more "socially activ" you can see that some people in the world live in a big box. Everything in that box is normal.They are the normal and they define what is acceptable. Well my country created their own box, and everybody who is trying to make that box oval is like "Omg! What is he/she doing!?" or "Did you see that?!" Here, they really can hurt you if you are not "normal".and they don't even get that what they say is hurting the other. They are normal it's normal what they say.Normal is good, normal is the best. Be normal. Yeah right! You have to save that child in yourself! The child who thought everything is OK with everyone, we are equal. Don't let yourself and your thought become a "box", be "oval"! ;) And if you have that in yourself then : "Hello child! Meet my inner child! :D So.. I never had a problem with my height until i was 10 or 11. I thought there is nothing unnormal in it. What is a fact, there isn't! But, the kids around me mocked me about it so I became insecure. It took a while since somebody opened my eyes and said "Be proud on your height!". And since then I'm getting better all the time. I'm 185 cm or 6 feet 1"....however you want. I'm thankful that in my life i met so much inspiring people, my family, they gave me strength. Thanks to them I am who I am now. My mother always said "You are special and not unnormal." What I started to believe ! Don't try to be like the others! I wanted to be smaller so I bent my back (or how should I say it :)), and for sure that's ugly as hell .:D Well, with years I got more self-confident.I have a wonderful tall boyfriend and I don't care anymore! :) A few days ago I bought a pair of heels , finally I found the perfect vintage T-strap shoes for less than 4EU in a second hand shop.
It has higher heels than I'm used to, and makes me 195 cm tall, but I'm in love, satisfied and happy!And of course I'm learning to walk in them, since I never wore this high ones.:D Basically I'm learning to walk again! :D So, meet my new shoes :
With love, Delilah Kay! :)
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